Prepping For Pegging – Your Revised Guide For Penetrative Play



4 years ago, I shared a blog post detailing the ‘how to’s’ and ‘how to not make a mess’, regarding anal play.

Funny enough, it became one of my most popular posts! Being reblogged and shared as a guide across other platforms and provider websites, I was very happy to be able to shed some light on a tricky topic and I really do hope it helped people enjoy more comfortable and immersive experiences.

This was still some time ago and I know how easy it is for posts to get lost in a sea of naughty writings, so I’m starting my Thursday with strap on play in mind, to once again share the important concept of being properly clean and hygienic during anal invasion; so buckle up – I’m about to get a little graphic.

For those who think prep beyond a shower really isn’t necessary before you take on a nice thick 9in dildo, expertly wielded by a fierce Femme Domme; I always like to use a short analogy.


Imagine you’re cleaning up after a dinner party and you’ve served a dish that’s a bit…messy…


Just because you scrape the food off the plate and into the trash doesn’t mean the plate is now ‘clean’. You already know you’re going to have to rinse it off – or hell, run it through the dish washer before you’re going to offer it to someone else or put it back in the cabinet, right? You’d be a pretty bad host if you didn’t!

If I rub anything like a finger or napkin (or dildo) across that dirty plate – what do you think is going to happen?


While many lovers of back door play tend to not be too terribly shy about a little mess, (hey, it is what it is) there’s no reason to simply use the bathroom and say ‘oh, that’ll be good enough!’

Nothing brings sexy fun to a screeching halt more quickly than having to grab some towels and excuse your partner to the bathroom to ‘clean up’. Preparing for anal penetration does take a bit of time and patience, but is SO worth the effort – and your partner will REALLY appreciate (if not demand) it. 

So where do you start?


First, shake off any embarrassment, stigma or hesitation in the topic itself. Anal is FUN and getting ready for it shouldn’t be a humiliating chore – it should be a part of a sexy ritual. Just like we all typically brush out teeth or jump in the shower before we get wrapped up in an intimate moment, this is just another step in the process, so let’s just remove any shame before we move on.

Being in an age of sexual evolution, we’re graced with TONS of methods of prep – from pills and drinks, to different devices and tools, it’s all out there and easy to get a hold of. Being so spoiled for choice can of course, be a double-edged sword if you’re just getting started, so I’lll share that my favorite method: plain and simple, a good old-fashioned enema.  It’s quick, clean, cheap and easy on the body – also the most universally used and agreed on across the board.


For your first time, you can buy a disposable Fleet brand enema for $2 at any drug store.

This is great if you don’t want to (or can’t) store any equipment around the house. Now, these do contain saline, so if your concerned with using chemicals, you can dump out the fluid and fill the container with water before moving forward. DO NOT ADD SOAP! Water works just as well and won’t leave you feeling dehydrated.


If you’d like to be a bit more thorough and give yourself more than one rinse, you can buy one of those fancy schamcy at home enema kits ($10-$30)

These are pretty great, but they might be a little intimidating or inconvenient for a first timer. Try to veer towards the easier option at first with the Fleet style until you’ve done this at least once. Bag style enemas will usually require a place to hang the bag, though you can really just hold it up with your hand, but think that out before you buy.


You can also find bulb style enemas just about everywhere – but personally – I don’t find these to be very sanitary unless they’re made of medical grade silicone. 

Most of them are made of porous plastic – which is not possible to THROUGHLY disinfect. You can wash them out with soap and water but I wouldn’t stick anything inside myself that I wasn’t SURE is thoroughly clean. If you buy bulb style enemas – consider them disposable and single use unless the package VERY specifically says it’s MEDICAL GRADE SILICONE.



Another workable choice if you’re just doing a routine clean out, is a more permanent fixture, like a nice shower attachment. Personally, I don’t find it to be terribly sanitary to release any sort of waste in the shower, but if you like this method – I won’t personally stand in your way – it’s your shower after all! I’ve heard nothing but great things about this unit in particular:



Timing is everything, so the first time you give this a go, make sure it’s AT LEAST 2 hours prior to play. If you hear nothing else I’m saying to you, register that last statement. At least 2 hours – I’m serious!!!!

As someone who’s been on the wrong end of a not fully expelled enema, I can attest that you NEVER want to do this right before or during the session unless you’re highly experienced; even then, there’s still a risk of leakage. Once the enema water hits body temperature, it can be very hard to tell if you’ve gotten it all out of your system and you don’t want any spills to occur once you get going.

Time is the only thing to ensure proper expulsion has happened. You’ll need to do this once or twice to really get the feel of things and read your body’s signals.

Enemas will always win in my book: they’re safe, reliable, cheap and easy. Just find what works for you, read the instructions and be gentle.


Last but not least, let me also give you a bit of uncommon advice…

You might be sitting there and thinking these steps are just too inconvenient or that you can just ‘skip’ it…. or if you’re a provider on the other end of the dildo, you might not want to enforce this step. If that’s your stance, imagine the worst case scenario (pulling out a very dirty dildo during a scene) and mentally work through how you’ll handle the situation without embarrassing yourself or partner.

I’ve been there and HOW you two handle it can make or break a scene. What will you say? How will you gracefully dismiss yourself to the restroom to ‘clean up’ – how will you discreetly hide or discard a very soiled toy? (hint: have medical pads on hand) How will you laugh it off, clean your partner up, break the tension and continue playing in other ways? Just think it out.

If you do anal play enough it WILL at some point happen. It just will – consider it part of the territory. It’s not the apocalypse, but it’s better to have a plan then to be caught like a deer in headlights trying to not break the scene.

Now if I haven’t scared you off – or even if I have – I’ll just remind you that despite these steps and considerations, anal play is utterly amazing. As a ‘giver’, I never feel more powerful, sexy and in control than when I’m pegging someone. It’s just really erotic – what can I say?

As a receiver, it’s clearly just as pleasurable – you’re being violated, taken and explored in the most sensual and intimate way possible – what’s not to love? Even if the prep to get there doesn’t become your favorite past time, just remember that anal feels good; reallllly good and even if these little intimate extras seem a bit foreign at first, you’re penetrative play will be SO much better for the effort.

Now, happy pegging!

Beyond The Veil: A Deeper Look From A Zodiac Perspective Into Domina Victoria


I don’t know about you, but I’ve had such an interesting month….

I suppose anytime we get near V-Day or deep in the throes of the cold winter months, many of us reach out to draw others near and fill out lives with more excitement and intrigue. Anything to keep us from cabin fever or being self diagnosed with ‘Winter Blues’ (and seriously whoever came up with that title could really have done a LOT better).

Boredom and curiosity has led to a lot of emotional push and pull from outside forces, people hoping to dive deeper into getting to know me (even when it was an occasional overstep), to  positive blossoming new friendships and client relationships and even a slew of seriously incredible sessions; it’s an emotional whirlwind, though as much fun as that can be at times, it can be equally exhausting to maintain a comfortable balance.

Over a glass of champagne yesterday, it occurred to me, that sometimes, a little campy entertainment is the best cure, and with that, instead of writing something a bit more ‘personal’; which doesn’t suit my mood right now, I though I’d share a little excerpt from one of my favorite Astrology websites;


Now, I’m not hugely into this, but I’ve usually found people tend to hold rather true to their star signs with a few natural exceptions where personality and free will come into play, but I couldn’t help by noticing how very accurate most of this write-up was – and so, it’s worth sharing for any of the curious suitors who’d like to know more about what makes me tick.


The Cancer Woman: Love, Sex, Friendship, Style

The Cancer Woman

The Cancer woman is ruled by the Moon and her moods wax and wane like the lunar cycle. Fluid like water, she is both peaceful and passionate. She is a tidal force of perplexing emotion, and can be stubborn, compliant, furious, and docile, all in the same hour. This sign is the least precise of the zodiac and you’d be hard pressed to spot a Cancer woman amongst the crowd. She is strong willed and persistent, but can sometimes be reserved, drawing away and into her own shell if disturbed or provoked.

The Cancerian woman is sensitive – very sensitive – but not only to her needs, but to the needs of others, making her one of the most sympathetic and caring women of the Zodiac.

This is the first water sign of the zodiac and the Cancer woman is ruled by the Moon, endowing her with awesome intuition and imagination. She is deeply intuitive, and if she says she doesn’t feel right about someone, it pays to take notice. She won’t know the reason, but she will probably be proved right sooner or later. Similarly, her unerring instinct will tell her at once if someone is to be trusted. This is not about being judgmental – it’s about instincts and feelings.

A Cancer woman is sympathetic and sensitive to others around her. This is due to her high intuition and deep emotions. Famous Cancer women include Liv Tyler, Princess Diana, Michelle Kwan, and Lindsay Lohan.

Cancer the Crab Associations

Dates: June 21-July 22*
Ruler: Moon
Element: Water
Quality: Cardinal
Color: Silver
Day: Monday
Stone: Pearl, Ruby
Part of Body Ruled: Stomach and chest
Motto: I feel
Energy: Yin

*Sun sign dates are always approximate, as starting and ending dates can vary from year to year.

Cancer Women in Love

Slowly, slowly, as the Italians say. For any Cancer woman, romance is part and parcel of love – the gifts, flowers, and love notes that form the traditional woo-and-win process are essential to her. The Cancer woman is slow to fall in love and refuses to be rushed. Once there, however, she is a devoted and protective lover. She can be hurt unintentionally, so her partner must be tactful and sensitive.

It takes time for Cancerians to learn to trust another, and the crab is shy and reserved when it comes to matters of the heart. When in love, they are patient and will persevere in the face of any obstacle for the cause of true love.

Possessing a high capacity to love, the Cancer woman makes an exceptional partner. With the right person, she will toss caution to the wind and show you more adventure than you thought possible.

Cancer and Relationships

The crab has a good instinct for who suits her best in relationships. Her idea of a perfect partner is someone who loves to snuggle on the couch together, watch television, and pour wine for her.

Nothing describes this woman better than “home is where the heart is”. Family and friends are high priority and her home environment is where she feels the most secure. Naturally maternal and domestic, the Cancer woman is the caregiver in her relationships. She may sometimes wish for more equality, but lovingly accepts her role as giver. A Cancer woman does love being catered to by a lover, probably because she does so much caring for and pampering of others in her life.

Relationships with Cancer women are usually steady and secure, but there may be the occasional slide into moodiness. Security and fidelity are the most important aspects of a relationship to the crab.

Cancer Woman’s emotions run very near the surface, and she is easily moved to tears, as much by joy as by unhappiness. She loves weepy movies, but when someone in trouble comes to her for help she will be as strong as a rock. As deep and tempestuous as the sea, she can also be the calm bay, the gentle beach, always ready to help and nourish those she loves.

Although she is easily moved to tears, Ms. Cancer laughs just as easily and has a goofy, wonderful sense of humor. She is tickled by the ridiculous and her laugh is infectious. It’s hard not to join in once she has started.

Cancer and Friendships

Cancers like to mother everyone around them and are caring, thoughtful friends. A Cancer friend is the one that makes sure everyone gets home safe after a drunken night out, and who calls to make sure you’re doing okay after your bout of flu. There is something comforting about friendships with a Cancer woman, and you know she will be there looking after you should you ever need her. Your Cancer friend’s fragile feelings can sometimes be trampled on by a careless, clumsy comment, so tactless, rude, and inconsiderate people need not apply!

Cancer women treasure their friendships, and they make treasured friends as well.

Cancer and Sex

Sex is a slow, sensual dance with the Cancer woman. She needs to have an emotional connection with her partner. She will trust you to lead and if you unlock the right moves, she can tango with the best of them. Her hidden flamboyance and responsiveness may be surprising, but remember that still waters run deep in your Cancer lover. She loves seduction and sensual fantasies. She enjoys being made love to and is eager to learn. Sex is always attuned with love for her, and bedroom encounters with this water sign are usually pure liquid pleasure.

Cancer and Career

Just because the Cancer woman sometimes keeps a low-profile in the workplace doesn’t mean that she’s not interested in advancement and success. Being a good judge of character and having sharp intuition, this woman is an excellent business person. She is the quiet but competent worker to watch for.

Most of the time, the Cancer woman handles money wisely. Keenly perceptive, she knows how to deal with people. Combine those two attributes and she will have no problem with careers in teaching, nursing, counseling, or journalism.

The Cancer female is interested in home and hearth. She loves being around children and animals. She is highly creative, musical, and literate and also has killer business instincts.

But the nurturing Cancer woman’s true calling isn’t working outside of the home – it’s running one of her own or running a business of her own from her home.

Other than being a mother to children or pets, the Cancerian woman has many options depending on her wide range of interest. Naturally nurturing, she can be a pediatrician, veterinarian, or open a thriving daycare center. If she loves to read romantic novels she will find that her storytelling skills are worthy of being published. To cook is something she does almost as naturally as breathe – or eat – and she is able to whip up some scrumptious meals.

Her love of history was probably cultivated back in grade school and it carries over to her choice of reading and viewing material. She could easily turn it into a career as an antiques dealer or interior designer as she loves to feather her nest. Careers can be mom, musician, pediatrician, banker, chef or restaurant owner, psychic, antiques dealer, artist, sailor, historian, writer, and dancer.

Cancer and Money

Ms. Cancer will have a bank account and/or money stashed away. She is a natural saver who understands the value of money. To her, money equals security. It also equals a home and even if she is living in a tiny apartment, she will scrimp and save to achieve her ultimate goal – proud homeowner.

The Cancer woman is cautious about everything she does in her life and the handling of money is no exception. She is a shrewd investor and the goal of any financial planning is based on long-term stability.

This woman isn’t going to be fooled by get-rich-quick schemes, or easily lured into buying oceanfront property in the desert. She does have her guilty pleasures, however, and will splurge now and again.

Cancer and Family

The most important things in a Cancer woman’s life are her home and family. Wherever she is, she will make the place a home and it will be tremendously important to her. She will fill it with all the things that interest her, every wall with pictures of her nearest and dearest. She doesn’t always like change, or moving. Her home is her outward shell, the place she can retreat to when the world seems too big and threatening.

Her home will not just be her own sanctuary, but a sanctuary for all those she loves and she will be fiercely protective of it. She is equally protective of her children and knows how to make them feel secure. They usually remain close to her all their lives and always come home when they feel in need of love and care. Family and friends are equally important to her, and she will treat them just the same. One of the ways she expresses her love for her nearest and dearest is to feed them, and wonderful food will come from her kitchen. Those she loves will always feel loved and protected and safe with her- she has that quality.

Cancer and Health

Anyone with a highly emotional temperament can have a somewhat complicated health profile, and this may be the case with Cancer females.

A Cancer woman loves her comfort food, sometimes too much. She enjoys sweets and can have a problem controlling her weight as she gets older. Generally, this is not a problem, but if it gets out of hand, then the Cancer woman will pay attention. Stomach upsets can occur more frequently with the crabs, but often are the result of stress and worry.

Cancer and Fashion

The Cancer woman prefers traditional outfits with an emphasis on femininity and comfort. A typical Cancer woman will choose flimsy organza over tight denim and loose silk over PVC leggings. Don’t be fooled by her apparently conservative fashion choices. She likes the touch of watery satin on her skin and will often wear a luxurious, matching set of lingerie beneath her conventional outerwear.

Pale blue and silvers are favored by the Cancer woman and these may be reflected in her clothing styles and home décor. You might even find some interesting Moon and stars themes in her home.

The Cancer woman is stylish and up to date in fashion, but will maintain a somewhat conservative wardrobe. Sensitive to criticism, she’ll dress up to look good, but not enough to be the center of attention.

She does not follow the latest craze emanating from the catwalks. Instead, she favors timeless labels and cuts. As every crab knows, trends are like tides, and they don’t last long. Her favorite accessories are charm necklaces and pearls.

Jet Set Dominatrix – Travel and Arrangements For The Decadent Deviant….

Once again I find myself plotting a devious list of ways to mess with my sweet playmate; our upcoming trip now marked in red in my ledger, ticking down the days to when I’ll whisk her away from all the comfort and safety of home, to an unfamiliar landscape – trapping her in my devious company for several days.
Trips like this are always my favorite; whether with a personal slave as I’ve done recently or perhaps just a trusted suitor; a change of pace and atmosphere always makes my kinky wheels turn just a bit harder.
For several years I’ve listed travel sessions, overnights and multi day scenes as a possibility for those seeking the ultimate in erotic captivity, but it’s been a while since I’ve highlighted it.
Sure, day trips to the dungeon are still an amazing way to shake up your normal routine and scratch those wicked itches; but  sometimes we need just a little bit ‘more’ or just frankly deserve something totally over the top for a special occasion. Renting a dungeon in a posh city, a lonely cabin in the woods away from all signs of civilization or perhaps something in between…
I offer trips, outings and overnights ranging in stints in my own dungeon or traveling to my out-of-state play partners, and even planned vacations for up to 5 days at a time.
Of course, all travel expenses, a deposit and my tribute are required (except to my collared full-time slaves) but some experiences are absolutely priceless!
I currently have a list of favorite spots I already frequent for these excursions and it’s definitely worth listing here for anyone curious enough to let their imagination drift…that said, I’ll gladly travel just about anywhere in the US.
  1. Los Angeles/Hollywood/Malibu


    2. Leavenworth


3. New York




5. Hawaii

All spots have either local rental dungeons or easy access to large hotels for play in between activities.
International travel is also possible to European countries with a heavy preference for Germany and England or Canada with a VERY trusted client.
So, if you’re interested and really want to dive into a truly extraordinary adventure; drop me an email! Let’s plan something you will simply never forget!

Backpage is Down – How To Help – Where To Find Your Favorite Providers NOW!


Over the years, I’ve used my blog as a platform for MANY things; some practical, some funny and some just downright bizarre. In my not-so-eloquent way, I’ve covered it all, but this post today will likely be one of my most important.
As I’m sure you’ve heard, there has been a recent shuttering of the very popular website. If you’re in the SW community in any way, its probably left you abruptly searching for alternatives on where to either advertise or find your favorite entertainers. I could of course, go into the politics on WHY the site’s adult section is down for the moment, but I only have so much momentous energy for one post – and frankly, more thoughtful people have covered it for me.
What Happened?
Where To Find Us Now!
The biggest question now, with this being a major resource for nearly everyone, is what’s going to happen next and where will everyone move their ads? We as providers, are now tasked with the vital job of keeping ourselves visible to you, so both sides of this fence can keep plugging along with as few interruptions as possible. The community as a whole is trying to come to a few consensus’s on where to migrate – right now this short list below is just for the PNW BDSM scene, but I’ll post an inclusive National List here soon.
From both personal experience and general online sleuthing, these seem to be the NEW top venues.
. – Nearly the entire BDSM scene is listed right here alone. Other facets of the industry may be listed elsewhere. – Perhaps a bit less used than Eros, TNA has been and will always be a solid venue to vet clients and providers alike. – Yep, good old Goole (or any search engine). Most of us have websites now and have made SEO’s a primary marketing tool. If all else fails, you can just search broad terms to find who’s in your area.
How to Help!
With a new terrain in place, I know there are a lot of you out there who have relied on and enjoyed this community for years. In a sense, I bet it almost feels like ‘home’. We are your professionals but also your friends, your respite after a very hard day, your kinky adventurers and your paramours who help broaden your erotic enlightenment. No matter how careful we are to keep a bit of reasonable distance, these interactions connect us all very deeply, and now, you’re probably wondering if and how you might be able to help while we weather the storm! I have a few ideas…
Book An Appointment: If you can afford it and have the time to do so, this is an excellent time to get in touch with your ATF or finally schedule that booking with the provider you’ve been meaning to see for ages. Just because Backpage might be down for the count, doesn’t mean we are, let’s connect and have some fun!
Distance visit: If a face-to-face meeting is impossible, consider scheduling a phone appointment, a cam session or simply sending her a small tribute. Even little gestures and interactions like might help some ladies more than you realize.
Donate: You can also donate to one of the many go fund me sites being spread around the Internet.  SWOP USA, particularly SWOP Seattle ( is taking collections to help keep the most marginalized in our group afloat.
Give A Boost Of Positive Publicity: If you’re a member of a local or national board and you have visited someone who welcomes reviews, even if it is a bit belated, this is a time where a little public exposure could be tremendously helpful. Consider writing a glowing review to help increase the visibility of the last person or people you enjoyed some time with.
Last but not least, even if you’re not able to do any of the above, by reading this post and absorbing the situation at hand, you’ve helped us spread awareness.  Sex workers are a very resilient, unbreakable group of individuals and while this will impact all of us across the board almost certainly, we aren’t going away anytime soon. I’ll personally be doing my best to keep everyone posted on the issues as they develop, but you might also consider following the ever wonderful @MistressMatisse – who historically is ahead of the news curve and notable journalist @ElizabethNolanBrown for breaking – accurate – intel.

Marked For Me: Artfully Exploring Decorative Needle Play

If you’ve been peering at my tweets lately, you might be a little nervous with so many photos floating around where I’ve done very bad things to very sweet men..

Piercing may be the flavor of the month, both by request and by my own growing interest, but before I chat about this more – let me assure any nervous suitors that I really only play consensually.

If you aren’t into needle play; don’t fret, we won’t be doing it! I have zero interest in pressuring someone who’s firm against an activity into crossing into something they aren’t comfortable with; we have MUCH more to get into!

I promise, unless you enjoy being forced out of your comfort zone, I won’t be inflicting this on truly unwilling playmates.




Say you really want to try something new, something that seems a bit on the edge of what you might even normally consider, but you’re feeling brave today. Maybe something intimate and memorable, with a modest dose of intensity and a big visual impact – an act different enough to keep you drawing back to it for the next week or so after it’s done: enter temporary piercings.


The perverted part of me really wants you to focus not just on the beauty of such an exchange, but the underlying sensualism of sliding a sharp, shiny needle through your warm and inviting skin, creating a small and temporary opening through which I will penetrate you.


The pain, surprisingly minimal – barely more than a pinch, but the mind-fuck and erotica having a much bigger and lingering impact.


My personal experiments have varied all over the map, from needles through well deserved cane strokes meant as discipline; poised and ready for my first puncture…

To decorative fasteners for other objects – say keeping an anal hook in place….

Leading into meditative submission…

(For those still unconvinced, this individual is panic stricken by the mere thought of needles but clearly survived quite beautifully).


While these photos really speak for themselves in showcasing the deviance to be had, you might be left with a few questions before taking this on. Of course, if you’re actively tying to schedule with me and have more you wish to discuss about this, by all means let me know. In the meantime, here is a bit more general info.

What does it feel like?

Honestly it’s not nearly as painful as it looks. Significantly less than a tattoo or a shot, more like a very quick little pinch that’s followed by a deep, pleasurable and rippling warmth.


Does it leave marks?

No. These are not permanent and are very shallow piercings. Perhaps, for a day or two you might have a small bit of redness near the entry and exit holes of the piercing, but there’s no lasting evidence.

Is it safe?

All activity carries risk, but this is very low on the scale. As long as you keep keep your skin clean during the healing process, as you would with any other small scrape or puncture, you will nearly eliminate your risk of infection.

Is it sterile?

Yes! Obviously, I don’t reuse needles. Mine are made by Nipro – single use, individually packaged and sterilized by gamma radiation. Furthermore, gloves, dressing pads and alcohol wipes are used during the process to keep both of us and the surrounding area perfectly sanitary.

What if I end up not liking it?

Like anything else, we stop immediately and move on to something else. It’s perfectly okay to explore; you might love it and you might not – but you need not endure it if it’s not your thing.


Can we just try ONE? 

You bet! If you’d like, before I pierce you, I can demonstrate on my own arm if you’d like to see the process. It’s truly minimally invasive, but we can always dip your toe in the water to see if you’d like to go beyond just one.



Now, with your minds at ease and appetites piqued; who’s feeling curious?

Golden Goddess

Warning: This post depicts graphic details about watersports. If this is not your fetish – move along!
I looked at him, eagerly writhing, tightly spread eagle below me. His muscular limbs drawn out harshly across my plastic tarp, the ropes around him accentuating each lovely and well toned extremity.
He had the most soulful eyes and the red glow of my dungeon lights only made them look more hungry and pleading as he waited in the most desperate and politely impatient fashion. Each thrust in my direction caused the plastic to crinkle loudly beneath him, a sonic reminder of his position as I hovered over him.
I realized how very powerful this was; keeping him wanting and so excited without so much as lifting my little finger. This was never quite my thing, yet here I stood, skirt hiked above my waist – savoring this moment tremendously, drawing it out in fact, wishing it would last forever.
I smiled, “Close your eyes and beg me for it…”
Like any well-trained pet, a litany of the pleas came falling out of his wet little lips. So hopeful to drink from my fountain, spending months urging me to let him be my practice boy for golden worship – I mentally channeled back to all of those innocent but desperate emails; reminding myself how badly he craved exactly this.
My sharp stiletto pressed deeply against his heaving chest, lifting my leg ups for better aim, letting a few well-placed drops of nectar fall against his begging mouth.
With this boy, I am incredibly comfortable, able to be as poised as one could possibly be…his need for my most intimate offerings brought me rather unwittingly to a point where not only did I enjoy it, but I had started to *need* it too.
I continued to tease him, drop by drop – his hand wishing it were free to roam down past his hips, between his straining legs, his attempts at thrusting ever thwarted by my thick rubber straps. I always enjoy the sight of a desperate man, torn between his urges and his desire to be controlled, he – in this moment, was the epitome of my ideal play toy.
I realize that not only had this sweet pet opened my eyes to a fetish that I had not fully embraced, but he made me love it.  Thank to his polite persistence, I am happy to announce that I no longer officially hold the same boundary towards golden showers.
As soon as I can manage, I’ll be removing it from the ‘Unavailable’ list of activities from my website and exploring it more frequently with fellow waterspouts enthusiasts…. lucky YOU!

Holiday Happenings and Availability!

You’re tired of the decorations in every store you step into, aren’t you? The ones they started putting up with no hesitation, the moment Halloween passed. Saccharine songs, too many lights, and loads of obligations always oppressively loom over an otherwise gorgeous time of year. One that really begs for relaxation, self care and self indulgence.

I’m no grinch, but even for someone who admittedly loves a bit of excess – December always makes me feel a little claustrophobic. I envy those who planned ahead to take vacations this month and I’m sure as you attend one company holiday party after another – you’re likely to start feeling the same way I do!


Fortunately for you, I come offering a life preserver of sorts; escape, respite and much needed deviation from the impending avalanche of good cheer, egg nog and credit card debt.


Keeping perfect balance for both myself and my dear pets – I’ll be making my schedule pretty available throughout the holidays, for when you just need a private moment to revel in your element.


Of course, daily availability will continue to be posted on my twitter feed HERE


But for a larger picture of when you can reach me, I plan on taking bookings all the way up to December 23rd. Oh yes, my pets – I’ll keep you company all the way to D-Day!


I will resume again from the 27th-to 30th before taking time off for NYE happenings and resuming again January 2nd to continue in full swing thereafter.


As usual, advance planning is highly recommended, but never hesitate to reach out (via email) if you find yourself with some unexpected time on your hands and a strong desire to get a little wicked!

I’m always ready to turn you inside out…and always up to give you what you *really* need.


In the meantime, for those who do indulge the season in all its tinsel coated splendor – I am always charmed by sweet gifts and warm wishes. While none are ever required, I realize I’m very blessed to have such a thoughtful crowd on my hands! All women should really be so lucky!


So, if you are curious for a way to brighten my holiday when you’re not in my dungeon, nothing says JOY quite like Amazon