I’ll come right out and say it, I love novices.
Admittedly, with my schedule often dominated by my dearly beloved regulars, I don’t have as much time as I used to for such appointments. However, this month I’ve been graced with some thoroughly amazing encounters featuring brand spankin’ new playmates. Let me tell you, it’s just been the most revitalizing experience.
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Luring novice visitors into my web however is another matter. I know so many of you sit curiously at your keyboard, researching, lusting and hoping, only to find reasons to deny yourselves and delay reaching out. Or worse, to see a post about what I’ve done in scene with a VERY seasoned regular and think that’s the treatment *you’d* be in for and resign yourself to ‘not being ready’ to play. Oh how wrong that impression is… It’s no wonder I often hear from suitors that it took them YEARS to work up the nerve to see me.
I always smile and reassure them of course, but internally I’m screaming – why, why – whyyyyy deprive yourself of YEARS in possibility!?
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Personally, I’ve always had a particular warmth in my heart for the nervous newbie and with a bit of admitted vanity, that stems from my confident ability to handle that type. I am good with the new and scared, those who shake like a leaf in my presence – I know and I love it – but with equal measure, I can cut though your apprehension with stealth and finesse so we can quickly move into the phase where you’re totally at ease leaving only excitement running through your core. I’m well aware that you’re imagining everything you’ve ever seen me post as a possibility that might befall you, that would make any reasonable man go pale, but truly……those men aren’t you. Whatever you’ve seen or imagined I’d do with someone else, is not meant for you. Your scenario is going to be exacting and entirely what YOU need and want.
…though that alone does give you a whole new level of things to worry about, doesn’t it?
Despite all appearances, I’m a nurturer at heart – a Classic Cancerian if you follow zodiac signs – seeing someone embrace the kinky part of themselves for the first time and being able to facilitate that, simply makes my heart swell. I remember being new to the scene once too, how very intimidating it all cam seem; but behind the lechery and latex, it’s all about warm welcoming acceptance. I’m here to be your guide just as much as I will be your Huntress.
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You have to admit, there’s something romantic about taking a reluctant, shy or simply inexperienced partner and creating the moment that makes them eager to dig a little deeper, the moment they go from ‘interested’ to ‘unstoppable’….
For that reason alone, the way I structure a first appointment is like no other…and for any of you teetering on the decision of taking the plunge with me, let me break that down for you a bit. Knowing what you’re actually in for can be a very helpful advantage.
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At its core, a first time scene structurally consists of helping you relax into me and your sexuality, then taking whatever fantasies or interests you have and giving them to you exactly; all within the bounds of you comfort level. In that sense, a first appointment is unlike any other. I’m here to take you where you need to go, where you might have waited ages to go. I want to specifically satisfy the long held urge, to indulge the curiosity, to show you that fantasy and reality can often intertwine just beautifully and give you a taste for more… that’s the point. Unless of course, your kink IS to be pushed to your very edge from the beginning! Naturally, I always introduce a few surprise elements along the way, but your never in danger being in an overly intense predicament you can’t get out of. At least, not on a first date.
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All the boundary pushing, edging towards distant, deviant goals and much heavier play can come later (unless you’re ready). The first time, the deflowering, it’s all about pure unadulterated satisfaction.
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Believe me my dear virginal suitors, even I, after all these years, still have a flutter of anxiety when I cross a new client. I might have the intuition to quickly sort that out, but that didn’t come from having had years of scenes under my belt, it’s because I live in the moment. In those moments, those people, those bodies, their rapid heartbeats and baited breath, it shifts my nerves to a more predatory feeling – I let it consume me. Your energy feeds mine and tells me everything I need to know. When I speak the right words or tie you up in just the way you were so deeply hoping that I would: it all becomes clear, I just allow myself to live in the moment….and you should too.
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You are no more or less prepared to meet me, then I am to meet you. The only difference, is that I am always up for it….but it’s on you to initiate first contact.
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Now, shall we get better acquainted?
