Sexy shopping lists….

I love going to stock up on new items for work…it’s always such a weird mix of things but because this is a profession, I buy in quantity.                                                                        I recently pulled a Target receipt from my purse…it’s over 2 months old, but nevertheless, here is what I purchased that day. 7 bottles of massage lotion…..  2 boxes (40 count each) lifestyle condoms…….6 bottles of rubbing alcohol……I massive bag of papertowels…….2 boxes of powder free latex gloves…….4 boxes of enemas (for the clients – lol – not me)…..4 tubes of lube…..one…

Inadequate Marshmallow

I decided recently that it was time to indulge in a childhood favorite of mine. You see, as of the beginning of July, I have been on a very rigid “corset training” diet. Basically all you need to know about this, is outside of cucumbers and fish and chicken – there’s really not much else I can eat. I tell you this, so you understand the importance of this little snack…. Smores. Simple, fucking delicious, and at this moment in time, the only thing that will satisfy my random mid afternoon…

Whipping Boy…

I’ve had a lot of good experiences, especially over the last couple of years….maybe there’s something in the air, but my slaves seem to have gotten more creative with their playtime. I’d like to think everyone is starting to get tired of trying to remain coy with me, but regardless, I’d really like to talk about one of my favorite sessions ever. He was a masochist – a true masochist. The kind that warns you about how intense he likes things before he even books his first appointment. I’d gotten…

Yes, it’s true. I’m really back.

I feel as though I begin all of my blogs with “it’s been a while but…” and that’s about to change. For those of you who don’t know, I have been taking a quiet, unannounced personal leave of absence from professional BDSM. I deeply needed some time to reconnect with those in my personal life and to go out more to explore both myself and my new surroundings here in NW Portland. It’s been a very relaxing escape but I feel in my heart it’s time to come back to…

Ethics of BDSM

It’s a funny thing to read, isn’t it… “Ethics of BDSM”. It’s all about exploring debauched kinkiness without reservation, without boundaries and without even a second thought, right? Wrong. Dead Wrong. When I first got into the scene, that was my understanding. Do whatever you want, however you want – have fun – have no regret. Do keep in mind, I was just 18 at the time. Ah, young and stupid. I attended many play parties where there didn’t seem to be any ryhme or reason to the flow of…

Your Application…

I love that when you put yourself out there, you are equally met with overwhelming responses from eager slaves who either want to meet you, praise you or apply to be your personal play toy. As flattering as the marjority of these responses are, I am always amazed at how many people interperate words like “I am NOT looking for a personal slave, but if the right person came alog I might consider it”…into “I am on the hunt! you don’t need to have skills, a good attitude, experience in…

CBT – Playing with the family jewels!

I have a special place in my heart for those who enjoy CBT, the very idea of requesting someone toy with or torture your most intimate parts makes most men instinctively curl into the fetal position. So, naturally anyone who requests such things, must really be either deeply masochistic or thoroughly submissive, either way there is a deep layer of trust involved. The acts are often quite varied and unique – CBT, being after all, just an umbrella term for genitorture – from light tapping, urethral sounds, hot wax and…

Electro Rape

Just another reason I love being a Dominatrix. I am a huge fan of being a pervert, so when I get a slave in here with the same “jump head first into it” attitude, it’s positively magic! So yesterday, a favorite slave of the dungeon came for a Double Mistress visit with Isadora and I. I say this particular playmate is a favorite simply because he is unabashedly kinky and into almost any scenario, game or activity my twisted little mind can come up with.It didn’t take long before I had concocted…